its has been one of a better ordinary day

Hi readers. I have been on bed since 11am and its... Close to 2am now! And I cant sleep, as I was typing this now I kept yawning and even teared! /: How irony right? And, I saw lighting!!!!!! :(

So yeah.. What I suddenly miss right now is being 'chased' by my darling.
Hehe though im pretty sure that he's still sweet and loving me. Haha! :p
He has been a really nice boyfriend. Ever since he met me, he started treating me really nice. Haha I dont mind having someone who treats me nice hmmm.

I guessed human beings are really weird creatures or rather I am.
A year ago, I hated guys. I hated being treated so nicely by guys. Hated really so much that I would usually pisses the shit outta them who is being nice to me for I felt that there are some motive or smthg. All these were caused by the phobia of my past relationship. Hurt and hurting and hurted. I do not welcome guys very much in my life during my recovery period. I had the mindset that all men are jerk, none is good. I hated promises, and I hated the word love, also hated honeyed sweet words so much. I showed attitude to those who treated me nicely at times. But now I have to admit that they are nice to me, taking in my critisism and trying to consolse me and telling me to give love a chance.

Never have I wanted to believe in love anymore, till Bernard comes along in my life.
I have no idea at all why would this particular guy cares so much about me, all of a sudden, so randomly. We merely spoke less than a few sentence. And seen each other less than a couple of times.

But he was the one who made me believe on him, in the words that he said. In the actions he showed to me. I have seen it there, darling. My awesomely amazing one... Against all odd. You were that chosen one! :)
I miss You.

Pinch... Pinch... ^-^

Its the Joy to the world

Haha Been so long since I last played habbo!
These are some awesome screen shots that I want to capture down.
I find these really cute. :)
I meant, US. It's not like I every time should self-praise right! haha.





And YEAH. NOW ITS MARCH. On the last day of February, which is also the leap year. I took my last exam paper for that semester. It was pretty screwed up. So one phrase, three words to sum up for my last paper- F M L.
So yeah. . Enough of it though! What's done can't be undone. I should get upset over it for a while and move on.

February has been quite a fast month that past by. As its more towards really studying and studying for exams. So time literally just passed by fast.
On top of that, February is the month filled with most loves I should say for there is one special day- Valentine's day. Yay haha, I have received my first bouquet of roses. Its beautiful, was totally taken aback! <3 <3 <3



Still got... A meal cooked by him, for me! Haha it was really superb! :)
He can really cook! (Y)



^^

Love these photos on V.day


Love the way he said I gave him chocolates.

BUT....
Ended up, Its NOT, is an earPiece HAHAHA.



Totally shocked



Happy Valentine's Day! <3




Headed to Barrage for Kite Flying~~




Love this^ Cause I was fat right, haha judging from the shirt!
So anyway, I am proud to say that I have lose weight.
Haha! :D This makes me feel much better about myself too.
And my exercising will start from MARCH, which is N.O.W :D! Way to go~

Oh.. HAHA and as I mentioned above, Kite Flying. I really went to KITE FLYING (KITEflewAWAY) HMMM, this is like telling me I can't use others kites to fly kite, because so far I have spoilt my friend's kites and now I flew away his kite! Omg, AS I WAS SAYING ALL THESE, guiltiness and remorsefulness filled me up. :/

Haha By the way I made sandwiches!! Hahaha felt quite a sense of accomomplishment though! :>



Ingredients: Shroom mushroom, Swiss mushroom, Lettuce, Cheesy Alfredo
(tu) says: This one too cheesy haha!




Ingredients: Shroom mushroom, Lettuce, Cheesy Alfredo, Bacon
(tu) says: This tastes nicer, haha!

:))))))))))))



Just wanna say, a.... very
THANK YOU to you! (tu)





Thanks for being there and taking care of me,
its endless thanks though, :D

<3

oh fml

that fear is really drawing near as the clock ticks closer to a new day
tomorrow is my fking exams
50% and if i were to flunk it, i have to retake that module.
omg. negative thoughts kept floating in my mind